It's Not Over..

Ugh, I don't know whats going on right now >_>, I have this depressed feeling inside of me right now and I have no idea where its come from, maybe its the lack of talking going on right now, I think thats one thing that drives me, its talking to people about absolutely anything, listening to them anything of those sorts, keeps me going and happy, and I think its these small moments of silence is where I falter.

Some may say im being stupid or just plain weird but hey, this is how roll. There are people who love me this way, some dont mind and those who know me well enough, know just how much entertaining people means to me. I sometimes wish, I had another person, who I could just listen too. Maybe one day but for now Ill be doing it for the people that want it.

As I've mentioned I dont know whether its this or something else, but I really do not like it >_<, it really makes life suck. I'm terribly sorry for this very depressing post, but I think I needed to let out whatever was in my mind, even if it isn't this reason, but I still let it out.

With all you people lucky enough to have someone to talk to at almost anytime, good on ya people cherish it, its well worth it. I know I have someone to speak to, but we can't speak all time, due to time and work. But the moments I do have a small chat or an inbox message, I just feel cared for, wanted and a reason to do what I do. Not trying to say that im not getting, it may sound like it but please, Its only cause of this mood. >_<

John Mayer and Daughtry - Help me....